Tuesday, May 11, 2010
I am currently evaluating how distracted I am. My heart and mind have not been with my children lately. And I find myself seeking to get away from them during the day at any chance I get. I don't want to focus on them or move towards them. I have wanted them to stay busy and on their own. This really grieves me. I don't want to view them as a drain or source of frustration and fatigue!
Not sure of all the reasons why I am at this mothering-place. Don't even think that I necessarily need to know why (navel-gazing is an awful distraction too!). I just need to know that by golly I am distracted and need to change.
These posts have all come to me while I have already been thinking these things. Confirmation, I'd say.
Time for Play
Why The Kids Really Need A Red Hen Mama